But my standard rating is 1030somthing? I just played the first game that it said the second rate. Is What does the second one mean?

And I should add, that until this point I was playing as white only. I just played my first game(that I won ) and it said the second won at the end. Opponent was only rated 904.

Thanks all in advance for answering my never ending questions.

Actually Don't bother replying, I searched the forums and found the answer. On a side note though, they really should put a sticky of the answer to this question.