Hey,i guess you all know me already...
This is hard so...
I introduced myself to you all as i was eighteen years old...
That is a lie...i am actually only fifteen years ols...
I just started highschool and my grandfather died yesterday...i don't know why i had this urge to tell you this,so, don't ask.
That's not the whole story,I am that banned guy,Chichinho or what was my name before...
I got an original,retail copy of SH4 in the meantime...
Go ahead say anything you ACTUALLY REALLY mean....Ban me if you like...
Do anything i don't care...
Just please before you do that,say a prayer for my grandfother....
RIP Z.A. 1929-2009

Life's most valuable lessons are never easy. But if you think about it, you wouldn't want it any other way. Life ain't a video game. EVERYTHING has consequences, sometimes horrific consequences for what we think at the time are just trivial actions.

When life knocks you flat, and it will, get knocked down facing forward. Then get up and start putting one foot in front of the other, especially if you don't feel like you can.

My Grandfathers died when I was 19 & 22.. Grandparents are the best.. the problem with parents is that they too busy preparing you for real life - Grandparents have all the time in the world for you.

I should know, I have kids (16 and 11) and they have grandparents who help us a lot.

Feel free to chat.. it's OK

All people die. Life is about eventually dying.
Rest, knowing your grandfather is safe from all that can harm him, and someday in the "Kingdom of God" you will see him again.

I'm very sorry to hear of the loss of your grandfather, young man. That's right, you are not "actually only fifteen years ols...", you are a young man.
Prayer is something we, all too often, use only after tragedy or adversity in our lives. Maybe that's why we have such hardships.
I didn't know your grandfather, his name or particular faith but, according to mine, he has passed onto a place where my prayers will no longer have any effect on him.
So, instead, I will pray for you young man. I don't know your name but, my God/Father does and he will know exactly who I'm talking to Him about.
I will pray that He comfort you in your time of need and that He ease your loss and your sorrow but, most of all, I will pray that you come to know The Lord in a closer, more personal, relationship. There, you will find the greatest peace and comfort you'll ever know.

"The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly."
-John 10:10

I barely knew my maternal grandfather and my paternal grandfather passed away long before I was born. Now I'm in those shoes, as you will be a long time from now. It's called Life. Treasure those around you, family as well as friends, and you will find it worth living.

I'm 14, but my grandfather died when I was 11. It took a while to get over and I still get sad when I think of him.

I hardly hnew my grandmother when she died when i was less then 1(I think)and when i went to yr 5 or 4 (which is also i found out about the web) my faviatove unlce died, and now that my granpa is dong well, but has come to a stage where he likes to talk about planes from WWII and i am the only one who listens to him, but now he is 85 (i think) and is doing well.

I don't know who said it or even when I heard it, but we best honor the dead by living well.
One thing most of us that get older have to learn, because we watch so many that we love pass on. Seems once you pass 40,....

I've long lost my Grandparents, a father, and my first wife was killed in a car accident...now that was the tough one. They say they all leave empty spaces in your heart, and they do for sometime. I really think that empty space is just the part of them that became a part of you. It's not empty. We can let them live through us. They teach us so much.

My Grandmother did live to 98. She outlived 12 of 15 kids...

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Originally posted by Anti_Ship_Fella:
Hey,i guess you all know me already...
This is hard so...
I introduced myself to you all as i was eighteen years old...
That is a lie...i am actually only fifteen years ols...
I just started highschool and my grandfather died yesterday...i don't know why i had this urge to tell you this,so, don't ask.
That's not the whole story,I am that banned guy,Chichinho or what was my name before...
I got an original,retail copy of SH4 in the meantime...
Go ahead say anything you ACTUALLY REALLY mean....Ban me if you like...
Do anything i don't care...
Just please before you do that,say a prayer for my grandfother....
RIP Z.A. 1929-2009

Sorry for your loss mate and you must be going though a difficult time at the moment.

You are still young and you are probably going to learn a valuable lesson of life in that at times of upset and stress it is better to carefully consider any actions you make whether it be written or verbal and indeed it is sometimes better to find a friend to speak with for them to try and understand your emotions at that time. Confessions made at a time of extreme stress can do more harm than they can good.

Maverick

@ Anti_Ship_Fella

My sympathies for your loss. handling a loss like that at your age can be hard to cope with.

Regarding your confession, when the moderator suspended your original account, in the message he sent you at the time was this final line.

quote:

You are welcome back when you have legitimatley purchased a genuine version of the game.

as you now state that you have since done so, and in two and a half years you've no black marks against your current account, even though suspension evasion accounts are normally subject to a ban, I'm inclined to overlook the whole thing and take no further action.

I can't guarantee my decision won't be overruled by higher Ubi staff members, but you should be ok.