"Don Quixote, struck and stunned, his visor shut, with a feeble and sickly voice like coming from a grave, said:
-Dulcinea del Toboso is the fairest lady in the world, and I'm the most miserable knight on earth, and it would be not right my weakness to betray that truth; so thrust, knight, your spear and take my life, since you took my pride."
I hope your post just refers to leaving the forum and nothing more than that.
I have personal reasons for seemingly over reacting if this is the case; I've recently lost people close to me and wish with all my heart I could have done more while they were with us. If you've got something troubling you, please share it, preferably with a person in the 'real world'. You're an intelligent, cultured and well respected guy, and I for one would like to see you around for a while longer. It wouldn't be the same here without you.